So disciplined and strong but I’m going to need you to be gentle with me…because for me, love…this is so spiritual. Like the way I feel connected to you,  it’s magnetic. Our souls are linked to a force way more divine. Your mind and mine are connected.Your mine. I see you. I can look in your eyes and just…

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Omniscient eyes with us always in sight  Since birth melodically whispering in our direction My scent was beauty, strong and audacious  I know that’s how you recognized me Those eyes had the vigor to see right through into the inner most faces of me  Your stance was chivalrous and shoulders protective  But it was that…

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Love is everything to me. All relationships. All love. So complex, I love without trust. Never want anyone to see past the face I put on. I never want them to hear the cries from within. Too afraid to admit my fears. Fear of loving and hurting. Who I guess I’m not sure. Hurting and…

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Watching as you flow out of my life My feather. You begged me to let you in and shut him out Insecure you made me promise to never let go With every second of my time I gave you life You lacked earth and other substances of Adam Believing in your world with its contrary…

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Dear October  I know it’s been awhile  And I’m missing you like crazy I’ve dug up every picture  Just to see since summer how much you’ve changed Two weeks seems like forever Each day that a leaf drops slow  My heart beats weak  And feelings of monochopsis Have me feeling like this isn’t where either…

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Watching you break down I break down Thinking to the day I decided to break our bond  And now I watch you here breaking down I break down  To the day I confessed realizing I had no other choice  Here you are breaking down I break down Disgust makes my body numb and fire fills…

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Gazing at our pictures Seems like the moments we had have  stopped in time I’d reached out my hand You’d hold it tight saying As long as I wanted it you’d never let go The emotions I felt, the expectations I had Selfishly wanting to keep tasting your love and give you all of mine…

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Tear drops fall  Forming a puddle all around me  This body of water now resembling the sea  I feel like I’m drowning right in the middle  Yet no one can see me  In vain, I hold out my had for someone to reach in and save me Wrinkles on my face  From years of smiling …

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Have you ever loved him so much  That when you look into his eyes  His soul made you strong when you weren’t  The sizzle was so strong between you both  That you know it’s destined for forever  Looking back at how lucky you were to connect and fall in love in a universe so great …

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it was in those moments  quiet late hours of the morning  he would hold me  pulling me close my back near his heart  i feel it beat boom boom…boom boom after so many years shit don’t sound familiar  I knew then I wasn’t his…. 

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